I was at my highest the first day.
But had my lowest the second day.

Husband said to just laugh it out now. Well, I am with the transition of the moods.

I hope it would be a different story tomorrow, cause I’m getting paranoid!

I feel so bad because I blew my top!  I scolded the little girl (Margaux) because she was throwing tantrums the whole morning.  First, she doesn’t want to eat, then she doesn’t want to take a bath.  She was all over the place, scattering the toys and hitting everyone!  Where did she learn that?  And I so hated it whenever she says:  ”Ayaw ko!” She was shouting and running the whole place that she almost hit her head in the wall!  

Gee, I wasn’t able to control myself that I held her hand, shouted at her also and made her stand in the corner.  I was furious! She HATED me for it.  She now doesn’t want to talk to me and neither am I talking to her as of this writing.  I want to be firm and let her realize that my rules stand.  

I didn’t hit her ok?  I just let her stand in one place but she also didn’t stay there longer.  She was shouting and crying a lot!  She went to her lola and she was comforted.  I told her she should tell me when she’s ready to talk to me already.  

Is this right or should I give in to be the first one to talk to her.  Whoo!  This is all about being a good parent to your children. How do you actually discipline one?  How do you make sure that you are doing the right discipline? 

I can’t tell for now.  For goodness sake, she is just 3 years old.  How much more when she’s bigger and I have to deal with bigger and more complicated concerns?  Mommy woes! 

being a mom to these two precious kids…

Motherhood is one of my greatest blessings in this life!

Cheers to all moms in the world!

Yes, I can fully announce now after being worried and waiting for a week for the result of her interview. Dicky got the results yesterday. Margaux has qualified for admission to the First Step Level for school year 2008-2009 in Miriam College Child Study Center. She is assigned for the morning session but Dicky and I are still thinking whether to request for the afternoon session. One consideration is that whatever time we choose, she will remain in the same session until Grade Two. Yes, we also ofcourse intend to bring her in the same school na all throughout gradeschool and highschool and send her internationally for College. Hahaha, dreaming!

Anyway, I’m one proud and happy mommy!

It’s primary complex!

It’s sad.  It’s a long process of medication but come to think of it, my “mommy’s instinct” worked.  I have a bad feeling she has that’s why I really insisted for her to be tested.  We have started medication yesterday. 

Now, all of us in the house must be tested.  I want to know who’s the culprit!